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June 19th, 2012 (03:35 pm)
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I seriously don't know what's wrong with me, but it's bad.  It's really bad.  The scariest part of it is that I can't figure out what exactly is making me so depressed, which means I can't change anything to make it feel better.  The only solution I see is more money so I can get health insurance and maybe see a doctor.

I have little-to-no ability to concentrate, periods where all I want to do is cry, constant muscle weakness, almost nightly nightmares, nausea, a feeling like I'm going to die any time, a preoccupation with death that gets worse in the evening, naps after work (when I've never been a napper before), lack of enjoyment doing things I know I love, and this strange shyness where I've always been outgoing.

Nothing cheers me up, so there's no use trying.

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Posted by: Thene (athenemiranda)
Posted at: June 20th, 2012 09:39 pm (UTC)
hug

*hug*

Posted by: khronos_keeper (khronos_keeper)
Posted at: June 26th, 2012 02:01 am (UTC)

It might be a dietary deficiency? Try getting some iron supplements, or eat more foods with iron in it. Especially the napping/depression/muscle weakness sounds like it.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iron_deficiency_anemia

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so poorly, but maybe eating differently might help.

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